Tormented

Feeling like a tormented soul

Trying to fight off 

The clutch of your hold

 

Screaming and shouting 

Wishing it will just leave

But the feeling of love mixed with pain 

Still remain as a part of me.

 

Crawling through my brain

Scrapping the last bits of hope

Suffering through a pain 

That I used to love so much.

 

I hate the way the hand was dealt 

Trying to be a gambler I stayed 

Not knowing the scars that would remain

Now I toss and turn at night when I'm awake 

When I’m asleep well I cant tell you the pain

Cause it might scar you as well

 

I’m a zombie in my own skin

And the world knows about my sins

Now I hate what I will say

But to live a day like this will be in vain

My brain no longer holds new memories

Since is been scarred by the once left by you

 

 

***JAR***

May 25, 2011