Broken Heart

Broken Heart

I don't know how to start this, but I have a hole in my heart

Where this hole is, is where I held you in my heart,

For most of my life

I have always loved you, and thought I would love you forever

But now this love is destroyed and I don't even know why

It could by my fault, but what did I do?

Did I say something wrong?

Did I tell you I loved you too much?

Did I dress the wrong way?

Did I want to hang out with you too much?

If I did, its only because I loved you, so much that my mind couldn't get you out of it!

And now when I hear your name there is this emptyness

I have never felt like this before

I have nothing left, everything is gone now that I don't have you

I have no will to smile, I feel like I can't ever be happy ever again

I gave you my heart, I didn't want to

It has been hurt before, but not by love

But you took my heart and ripped it apart,

Not just in in one piece but in millions

I lay here in the mud not knowing if it can ever be fixed if I can ever get up

What if I can't love again?

But, then I think why would I wste my time thinking about you

And what could have been, when you threw me away

Not even looking back, not even thinking twice about it

So why waste my thoughts or happyness on you

Why should I make you happy by you seeing me sad

No, I will try to live my life as it was before you came in

But that seems so long ago

I will not deny that I don't miss you, because I do miss you every minute of the day

But don't think you can ever come back, my heart will heal with time

But what you did to me, I will never gorget

I am hurt and don't know if I can get up

I need help....

Reviews

[A.E Blink]

It is as if you took your heart and smeared it all over your computer. lol. Nicely written.

[Theresa]

The emotion pours out of each word and its as if I can feel your pain it's very powerful. I think so many people can relate to this as well I know I can. The pain you feel tears you apart and you never think you will be able to move on, but you will in time. Each day the hole in your heart will shrink in size until one day when it is no longer there. Beautifully written. Thanks for sharing.

[*Evelen*]

Wow very strong, and emotional story. You definitely pour your heart onto this page, and it's been heard. Well done!