Unbearable Sadness

Unbearable sadness that's my life
I see beautiful places lonely and trife
I escape the misery high as a kite
I arouse with intensity vigor and might
I try to be well but still I don't got it right
I give up and give in then put up another good fight
Weapons of destruction insight and strike
Of lightening that ignites me raises my spirits at night so I can shine with the stars Venus Mercury and mars
I wish I had a girlfriend a real one not like lars
I lived the good life seen sights drove fancy cars
Know the ins and outs of business corruption the destitute and shards
of glass penetrate my anguish yet again again and again
I feel so miserable that I mistakenly took myself as french
My silliness permeates every vessel in my being
I contemplate while I meditate like a vesicle in need
The void is insurmountable the dead air too much to bear
I wrote that God is in space and time will spare but f**k it I don't even care