A bitter sweet end

Everything ended there,
everything ended for you and me,
your dark soul and my dark heart were there,
but we were never as close as thee.

alas were the days when we pretended to have a heart,
we pretended too far for too long,
and we promised each other lies of never growing apart,
and we played each other the game of a stupid written song.

sometimes I wonder if it was my fault or yours,
sometimes I wonder, sometimes I don’t care,
'coz we were both as bored so bored as boredom goes,
and we had nothing to share no more as far as sharing fare.

A tear so fake, so dull, so useless, I had to show..
and you faked a sadness so bitter so shallow and so wild,
we failed each other wasting time, and so much to throw,
but I blame myself, not you not anyone, so bitter, so mild.

Jamie xx