Walls, towers, and very big things.

I'm scared of everything even you and it's not that I want it be but a very evil creature in me says otherwise.

I look normal on the outside like any average teenager just trying to keep my head held high but when I'm a big crowd of people an evil creature inside me takes over and I can't control it its name is depression with it's sidekick anxiety sometimes I get up in the middle of the night and go to the bathroom and slash my arms with a kitchen knife or razor that's why I where long sleeves all the time even when it's 100 degrees outside my family knows yet they refuse to get me help or contact the school counselor which makes me want to explode with anger and trust me I said enough cuss words to them to the point that my mother makes me go to bed hungry which is why I look like a walking skeleton and I may not look like I can be scared easy but trust me some of the most ridiculous things scare me such as walls, towers, and very big things they scare me so much that I sometimes think about dying in more ways than one and tonight is my last night so I just wanted you to know that even though i was completely scared of you the whole time that I'm thankful you wanted to be friends with me I will forever miss you goodbye.......

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Reviews

[Celie Rose]

A very touching story. I can truly relate. Just found it so sad that no one listened to cries for help. Good Job