This Is My Death.A Story by James HustonIt’s funny how safe
you can feel at any moment of your life, then the very next your in an entire different
world. The shelter and the warmth around you turns into cold and wilderness in
a blink of an eye. Without warning, your thrown into a situation you can not
control. Your mind goes to a place its never been, your body is no longer existent in these
moments. Traveling down that road
in the middle of the night. An overcast
of dark clouds covering the shimmer of the moon. I felt warm and even protected
in my small aluminum cased vehicle. The heater felt like a small fire coming
from the engine bay, blowing directly on my hands and chest. The night was silent;
all I could hear was the humming from my exhaust. My blue headlights lit up the
road and the signs I passed. The beautiful blue only made the snow seem more
magical and more mesmerizing. With an empty and open road I would catch myself
getting lost in the maze of snowflakes. A few miles out on the
highway, away from any people or civilization, the road itself turned into a
long strip of black ice. I could feel the wheel at my hand, slowly jerking and
drifting in different directions. I knew pressing the brake would just make
things worse. It felt as if someone just picked my car up and turned it around
right there in the middle of the road. Being completely sideways at these high
speeds, I knew there was nothing I could do. Gliding, and gliding closer and
closer to what I knew was my death, I took a moment and just stopped. I thought a lot about
people in those short moments. Mostly her, the girl I have been in love with. I
thought about how I would never talk to her again. I tried remembering the last
thing she said to me, but I couldn’t. I pictured her face, how beautiful and
warm it was. I kept telling myself how much I was going to miss that face. I even
turned to my passenger side, hoping she would be there holding my hand. Instead
I was alone, about to die and was empty of any feeling. It seemed as though I
went through a life time with her in my head, right before my car smashed
through the Thick metaled guard rail. I could hear the car’s shell crushing
from the impact. The impact itself, sounded like a cannon going off right in
front of my face and hitting me in the chest. Instantly I felt my face become swollen
with blood, my ribs poking my lungs and spine and my arms felt crushed down to
powder. I could smell the exhaust that was leaking from the engine bay. I could
hear the wheels and pistons whining from their free movement in the air. Then I
hit the ground, nose first. I thought again. With
the car nose first, pivoted in the air, resembling a crushed soda can. I thought
about life, where I could have gone. The people I could have been with. All the
places I could go. It felt like I was thinking for hours, flashing back to old
memories with cousins, playing in the river. Thanksgiving dinner with family. Having dinner every night with mom While laughing
at stupid movies. Going out with friends and making up our own adventures. Curling
up in bed next to her just to feel warm and safe. Cold crept over me,
taking my thoughts away. My face started to feel like a balloon that was about
to pop. My body was becoming numb from the impact, I could feel blood draining
out of my veins. The night became so dark that I closed my eyes and tried to in
vision light. With that last breath I realized this death was noting but cold,
dark and uncomfortable. With that sad glimmer hanging in my head, I stopped
breathing, I stopped thinking. Then I died. © 2013 James HustonReviews
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Added on December 11, 2013Last Updated on December 11, 2013 AuthorJames Hustonprescott valley, AZAboutI dont edit any of my work. Once it is written down i leave it. I dont know go back and change anything. I am terrible at spelling and punctuation. I think it makes my writing unique and different... more..Writing
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