the solder

I shoot 

I kill

I have no clue what im doing

Im shot 

Im bleeding

I hear guns and bombs 

For a minute im with my family 

I see a strange man coming my way

He is in all white

he helps me up

Im not bleeding

He says come with me my child 

We walk in to a white light

Im bewildered

Im in heaven 

I drop to my knees 

I touch the hem of his gar mat 

Where am I 

You are home my child