I lived through this...

I lived through this...

A Story by Self Loathe

One night, just like that, i woke up to an animated discussion
"There is nothing i have to say" was where i joined
The man sounded sure. And i knew he was sure he was a good liar
The woman was confident and controlled the way the conversation headed
I sat there, quiet, scribbling, not making any sense...
I lay there, almost driven to death by the stand up show
Both were lost in the conversation
"Why would you"...not...would not ... wood and nut ..
I could feel my pants were wet but couldn't get the lights, dont know why
Oh i wasnt at my house...huh...then whose..anyways
"Can you tell me what are you thinking now?"
I was like, "seriously?" 
After having wasted my almost perfect sleep
Two hours in the bathroom, my clothes smelling like toilet cleaner
N only you two creations know how long have you been fighting
Fighting this inevitable feeling, feeling that i can only relate to as wanting to get laid
But you had to stand right there..keep talking stuffs
Stuffs that werent even close to making sense..
So you knocked her and she wanted it again
But she needed to feel she had your balls in her hand
Mercy..one word then an eternal bliss
I should have shouted "Freedom"
like Sir William Wallace...a savage barbarian
I could fight this tyranny..witness to this conversation
Could have been anywhere
But not tonight ... 
In that hallway...of all the places
In front of the bathroom
Where i lay...
With a burn tshirt.. 
a raped ego...
molested senses
Empty beer can..
Unwillingly..in my half hangover
I tried...
to find my feet...
i slipped!

© 2011 Self Loathe


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