I lived through this...A Story by Self LoatheOne night, just like that, i woke up to an animated discussion "There is nothing i have to say" was where i joined The man sounded sure. And i knew he was sure he was a good liar The woman was confident and controlled the way the conversation headed I sat there, quiet, scribbling, not making any sense... I lay there, almost driven to death by the stand up show Both were lost in the conversation "Why would you"...not...would not ... wood and nut .. I could feel my pants were wet but couldn't get the lights, dont know why Oh i wasnt at my house...huh...then whose..anyways "Can you tell me what are you thinking now?" I was like, "seriously?" After having wasted my almost perfect sleep Two hours in the bathroom, my clothes smelling like toilet cleaner N only you two creations know how long have you been fighting Fighting this inevitable feeling, feeling that i can only relate to as wanting to get laid But you had to stand right there..keep talking stuffs Stuffs that werent even close to making sense.. So you knocked her and she wanted it again But she needed to feel she had your balls in her hand Mercy..one word then an eternal bliss I should have shouted "Freedom" like Sir William Wallace...a savage barbarian I could fight this tyranny..witness to this conversation Could have been anywhere But not tonight ... In that hallway...of all the places In front of the bathroom Where i lay... With a burn tshirt.. a raped ego... molested senses Empty beer can.. Unwillingly..in my half hangover I tried... to find my feet... i slipped! © 2011 Self Loathe |
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Added on April 11, 2011 Last Updated on April 11, 2011 AuthorSelf LoatheIndiaAboutsun..sun..sun burn..burn..burn soon..soon..soon moon..moon..moon i will get you soon! more..Writing
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