Young and Restless

what happened to everything i used to be and everyone there used to be,

i'm left with the emptiness of my heart just tagging along.

there's really not much use for it anymore,

everything i once loved is now somewhere unknown.

I never thought i'd need someone so much, never thought I couldn't make it on my own,

I don't ever see the light shining through this misery.

it just seems to make it's way into my head,

so deep that nothing anyone can do, can make it any better.

I can't even tell you why I wake up in the mood i'm in everyday,

I can't even tell you why I feel like I missed out on so much in life.

I'm only 17 and I already feel as if I wasted my life away,

The tears, they fall more than anyone cares to know.

I'm just another messed up kid with too many problems,

or it seems that way to most people.

I don't give up, I try until there's no point at all anymore,

what's the point of trying when all hope is lost?

when you can't be happy for more than a few hours,

when you can't enjoy what you have infront of you.

pushing everyone away is the only way to maintain control,

to make sure you don't get hurt.

Author's Note

let me know?