Alone Finally, But Not for Long

A Chapter by HerUnknownLife

I finally get to be alone and I try to go out and get some fresh air, but I fall down as soon as I try. Jarod comes rushing in and helps me out and something happens between us.

I feel around, and I push the table away and sit up. I sit leaning against the wall behind me thinking about all the things that Jarod and Claire were talking about earlier. I really want to know about all the special abilities that I could have and what I could do with them. I am pretty confused about them right now. I wonder what kind of special abilities my Mom and Dad had. Jarod probably has special abilities, too. I wonder what they are. They are probably really cool. I really wish I could see what he looks like. He is probably really cute. What am I thinking? Why am I thinking about what he looks like? Hmm... I wonder how good he kisses. No no no no no! I need to get these thoughts out of my head. I need some fresh air. I swing my legs off my bed. I get off my bed and I try to stand. I stand for like 30 seconds and I fall to the ground.

"Ouch," I cry when I hit the floor. Jarod runs in to see if I am ok. I guess he heard the loud thud of me hitting the ground or he heard me cry out and say ouch.

Jarod’s point of view

"Hey, you shouldn't try to move or stand when nobody else is the room. Are you ok?" I ask worried as I hold out my hand to help her up. Then I remember she can't see my hand. I pull it away and crouch down next to her and look at her, thinking she's cute. I then clear my mind after thinking that and put my arms under her, lifting her up and laying her on the bed.

"I am fine. I don't need your help. I could have gotten up by myself. I just wanted some fresh air and to be alone," She says trying to sound annoyed. She seems to like being in my arms.

Alexandra’s point of view

As if he read my mind, he says "Hmmm.... You don't really sound annoyed. Do you like me picking you up and holding you close? Anyway, I can help you out by taking you outside and then I will go back inside and leave you alone."

"I am annoyed. I just wanted to be alone and, no, I don't like being in your arms," I say blushing and lying. "No, I don't want your help," I say. I move my legs off the side of the bed and I try to stand again. As soon as I try to stand I fall back down to the ground.

Jarod crouches down next to me and I feel him stare at me. He gets up close to my face and he kisses me on the lips gently. I push him away.

"Wha..wha...what are you doing?" I say embarrassed. I sit up and lean against my bed.

"I uhh.. kissed you on the lips. Did you like it?" He stutters.

"Maybe. Never mind I might need your help. If you do help me, you don’t have to leave me alone outside. I'd like to have you with me," I say blushing.

"Oh, so you did like it. Oh ok, I'll help you. I thought you wanted to be alone, but I'd be glad to be by your side," Jarod says embarrassed. Jarod helps me up into a standing position and he walks in front of me and crouches down.

"Try to get on by back," he says to me. I put my hands on his shoulders after I find them. I jump and put my legs around him. I then feel him move my legs to a comfortable position for him.

"You comfortable?" He says. He stands there waiting for me to answer.

"Yea I am, but can you bring me to the ladies room? I sort of have to go the bathroom," I say a little embarrassed.

"Yea sure! I'll sit you in one of the chairs outside of the bathroom and I'll get a lady to help you. I'll get Claire if you want me to. You might be more comfortable with having her help you because you've already met," he says to me kindly. I nod my head. Yea, I would be more comfortable if it were Claire to help me.

Jarod starts walking and then stops and says, "Please don't tell Claire about anything that happened between me and you. Let's just keep it a secret between us," he says to me.

I nod my head, and then I remember that he can't see that I nodded, so I say, "Oh ok. I'll keep it a secret. This is kind of off the subject, but I wanted to tell you that before you kissed me I decided not to love anyone and not to be in a relationship. The reason is because I think I'll be very busy from now on." I can't believe I told him that. He is probably really sad now that I said that.

"Oh, uhh... Well, I can probably change that decision. I think you have already broken that decision," he tells me. How can he change my decision? I have not broken any part of my decision. I don't love anybody, and I am not dating anybody.

"How can you change the decision that I made? How have I broken my decision? I don't love anyone, and I am not dating anyone," I say to Jarod.

Jarod opens a door and walks into the room and closes the door behind him. What are we doing? I can tell that we are not in a hallway and that nobody else is in the room. He then walks over to a chair, and he puts me down on the chair. He turns around and crouches in front of me.

"Are you sure that you don't love anyone?" He asks me.

"Yes, I am sure. I don't like anyone. You have to remember that I have lost my memory, so I don't remember if I liked anyone before all this happened," I reply to Jared blushing.

"I remember that that, but I think you are lying about not liking someone," he says looking at me.

"I am not lying. I don't like anyone. There is nobody that I am interested in," I say.

"Aww, that makes me sad. That you say that you are not interested in me and clearly you are. I am not being a creep or anything. I can just see that you like me," Jarod says to me. I can tell he is staring at me and it's making me feel uncomfortable. Yes, I might be lying, but he doesn't have to stare at me like that.

Jarod leans in and kisses me on the cheek. "Do you want more?" Jarod asks. I start blushing. Why does he always kiss me at random times?

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