I swear you'll never believe this

Just an apology I'm not allowed to say.

Wow.
You'll never believe this, I swear You won't.
I've screwed up bad,
And You tell me to stop apologizing.
It's true, absolutely,
Those weren't my secrets to tell.
That's not what we agreed on.
And I made a mistake.
And I am
So

Sorry.
But I can't tell You that.
I don't want to make You mad.
I just want to fix it.
I suppose I can fix it with time.
But Love, I don't want to leave You like that.
I was unfair, yeah, and it wasn't right of me to do that.
But I have. And all I want to hear from You,
All I Want To Hear
is an, "I forgive you."
I want You to be mad or sad or disappointed at me.
Be SOMETHING.
I can fix SOMETHING.
I can't fix
"Eh" or
"Idk" or
"It's fine" because
It's not and
I'm sorry and
You're way over there.

Reviews

[C.M. Waters]

Great poem! Sometimes, I too feel like sorry isn't enough to cover the mistakes I've made.