Today..

Stabbing my own pale skin,

What kind of messed up world do we live in?

I hate my life, I hate everything in it..

Clamping my tongue so I cannot scream it.

Why am I so bloody worthless?

Why is the standard so close to perfect?

I deserve all my pain.

I truly am the one to blame.

Reviews

[Mockingbird]

this person sounds like she's in the middle of an anxiety attack. the desperation comes through. she blames herself when she shouldn't. she's hurt. you don't deserve your pain. you just have to learn to cope with it or let the ones who care about you the most help you get through this. a cry for help. great poem.

[Aella.lives]

You're never the one to blame, nor are you worthless... But I can relate somewhat to this, especially in my 'pathetic youth', so I can understand where you were going with this....

[Angie Diane♥&hea..]

Good write, but no one is perfect. Whoever thinks they are...are the pathetic ones. You shouldn't let people seem better than you. You aren't to blame. Thanks for sharing.