Aw D:!!!
A girl so awesome like you shouldnt be feeling like this. Hope your day brightens up and that youll be back on cloud nine... this poem describes my feelings when Im depressed or pissed or something like that but usually I carry out the actions...and then fail. -bangs head on door-
Hope your day will brighten -holds up bright yellow power burst to make the sky lighter than itnreally seems/
I hate, with all the emotion that is hooked upon that ugly word, your pain. I know the likes of this feeling, emptiness, void, hopeless. It hurt to read, I am so sorry that anyone has to feel this even though it is unavoidable at times. Everyone goes through this, even in the smallest doses, it is not a feeling I wish upon anyone, especially you, my dear.
It's sad really, wishing to die. I think of all the great adventures I would have missed out on if I had died only a year ago. What makes me mad is that I'll die before realizing the world's outcome. Where will technology takes us? How will the world end, and what will my grandkids remember about me? Sounds a little selfish...I guess. I hope you get to feeling better about yourself soon. There's always a flower growing for you somewhere.
I know for me it always helped to write things down. Also to just talk things through with someone. This is a really emotional piece. Hope you feel better soon.
it really helps when you write down what you're feeling. and honestly, you did a great job expressing your emotions through this piece.
simply crafted, yet the emotion is overpowering. and i truly can relate to this. :)
thanks for sharing this wonderful write! :D