Red, Yellow, Green thoughts

stream of conscious thought,

So much to do and I feel like my head is breaking. How do I go on like this? I am thinking too many things at once. I'm worried and I'm nervous. I just want to lay down in bed and zone out the responsibilities and the day coming on all too strong. I'm parlayed by my busy head. The stop and go of traffic thoughts and dead end breath. My eyes are green, my pills are yellow and my blood is red. Do I have to face them again today? Can't I just stay beneath the cover of my white feather blanket and dirty black sheets?

It's never an option.

My eyes are green, now go 

Author's Note

needs work I know, but just throwing this out there..