To Tired To Go On

This is a poem about what I imagine a person would feel like, who was contemplating suicide. I am not!!

To Tired To Go On

 

Seems like she's lived her life forever
on a wing and jut a little prayer
Seems the battles always raging
Seems like nothing can be repaired.

 

Over life she's climbed up hill
jagged rocks riping everything
10 minutes worth of pleasure
brings 10 years worth of pain.

 

She wants to go to sleep
but never to wake up
she wants to let her life
flow from the living cup.

 

All pleasure is a fiction
the truth is in the pain
the thunder in her lifetime
has brought her nothing left to gain.

 

The time's not in the telling
for the telling is insane
the air smells way to heavy
and the road has wracked her brain.

 

If the Gods cant help her
if no-one see's what she must feel
wouldnt it be better
to end her life of misery.

 

It's okay, it's my decision
it's okay, I'll bleed for me