Appear

It was all mapped out. Surely, yet unfortunately all went to hell no doubt

I really wanted you to be here. I Don't know

That I'm being loud enough and clear. Never planned

For these ailments to appear. I hope you'll understand

I'm hoping soon they disappear

We had all these plans layed out

Every thing went to hell, no doubt

It also happened to be your sisters birthday weekend

We had a party a cake and family who would attend

We were going to go skating though it slowly 

began dissipating in the end

We had it all mapped out

Surely, yet unfortunately

It all went to hell no doubt

Though, again. I really wanted to see you

There was so much ahead so much more unmentioned

We all had to miss. We all had to kiss goodbye

I hope one day you understand why

I hope one day you understand. These types of things

Are never planned. Just know, i really wanted you here

I cant stress enough, i never asked for this to appear

I hope you'll understand. I hope soon, real soon they disappear.

Miss you olivia

Love you too

Feb 16th, 2018

Jackie g

Author's Note

I was suppose to have my oldest daughter that weekend and all went south because most the family picked up the flu. Had to cancel again. Boy i tell ya, sure has been a tough winter.

Reviews

[Dcael]

I love this, well done you X

[wordman]

love with all it`s pains,was it worth it