Talk

All i wanted was to talk. Not here to take blame, make names or point who is at fault. Just want to move on, prove me wrong...

I just want to have a conversation

I just want to talk without your munipulation

I want to be an adult. Im not here to take blame

make names or point who is at fault

I just want to move on. Prove me wrong

are you capable of getting along. 

Making me feel like i belong. 

Or are you still bitter

Is there nothing else to consider? 

Is there nothing left? 

Has everything withered

Is there no hope? You got me dangling 

by a rope. It's a slippery slope. Sure, 

I can cope. But my mind is blown

Are these true colors that you've shown? 

Are you not capable of being grown? 

Do you really want to be alone

With nobody to talk to? 

why do you say these things

create these scenes that are so untrue? 

When i just want to talk to you. 

Why do you do the things that you do? 

Don't be misconstrued, but why.. 

Why are your actions so lewd? 

Why must you be a prude when i just..

i just want to talk to you

To be an adult. To rise above and learn 

from our past faults

I Don't want to be a slave

For this to haunt me, taunt me to me grave

To be brave. I will Contine to behave

But why are you so late? Why the hate

Why must degrate what is it that gain? 

The pain is it the suffering that you crave

Am i some kind of tool, a stepping stool

Some niave Fool who's to dense

Intense when i look for amends 

and all you want to do is take advantage

To over rule

All i wanted was to talk to you

What you've done was so cruel

I'm no stepping stool

no longer Some dense fool

Thought you could be mature

Cant believe i was so unsure

Turn out to be a perfect crime

Cant believe i wasted all this time

So much effort on getting you to change your mind

All i wanted was to talk. To talks to you. 

To be an adult wasnt here to take blame

make names or point who was at fault

I thought maybe this could be resolved

Well, i guess.. I guess i was wrong

Oct 26th, 2017

Jackie Gunnin

Author's Note

Going back on previous situations. How i would like to communicate with certain people in my life that really dont much or mont much cooperate lime you once thought. They were.. A real bummer when you can't be two civialized adult. Gotta take the high road alone. Sometimes even to these uneasy past tense situations to the grave unfinished

Reviews

[wordman]

sometimes it takes a long time before you can talk to each other

[ROXANE DORSEY]

people can send mix messages during conversing. I like the poetry. thanks for sharing J.