Ashamed

Ashamed

A Poem by Jackie
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Goes out to putrid humans such as daniele bregoli and even more than that anybody who actually takes time out of there day to reward such insolence "This discord. These impulses deserve no reward"

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Im ashamed to be human. To bear witness
Ignorance has been proven. This insolance
I'm ashamed to be included. No innocence

I'm ashamed that we're relatives
This is numbing. These sedatives
Im afraid this phase will never give.
This degrades the life i live

This discord. These impulses 
deserve no reward. Its repulsive
And abhorred. This path we are
Heading Toward

There is swine. A whole army 
standing in line. A sign 
of the time. I dont fit with
The crime. I don't have that
State of mind

I would be lying if i said 
i dont mind. I could not follow 
the line. I could not be defined
As one who was unkind

It goes against the way i was brought up
And i will not get caught up in the betrayal
To many flight risks causing this train to derail

My confidence, it is eroding
Humiliation continues growing
My true self it is exposing

I am ashamed. Ashamed to be alive
Ashamed my eyes have recognized
An ugly underbelly lies. Hear my cries. 
Understand why...

I'm ashamed to be human
These emotions are consuming
This corrosion is dooming
A new dawn is brewing

And it's deluding. This new thing
Is not clean. Disgusting. Frustrating
The trouble it's creating. It's degrading
Never fading. It's raiding 

my sanity. It has granted me
Insanity. It's maddening. Beyond
Saddening. I'm not laughing
It's distracting, the morals. 
The common sense the self respect 
we are lacking

Its disturbing, overburdening
It's malnourishing we are encouraging 
this behavior. I offer no waiver. 
Its left a huge crater in our fundamentals

So much potential. So easy to offend you 
But clearly It's true. This is what i offer you. The truth

I will not sugar coat. It is something 
you should know. I am at an over load
It is abcess overgrown. I will infect you with your own

I will be at ease. You will own up
To your disease. If anything
You will easily be offended. 
At least i stood up. You were apprehended

I will not go quiet. I will not
Lay down. There is pestilence 
All around. You will be bound
By truth. The truth will be 
your ball in chain. There will be no
Escape


Sept 22nd, 2017
Jackie Gunnin

© 2017 Jackie


Author's Note

Jackie
Something new i come up with on the topic of social issues. And some real issues going on inside. These differences which interfere with my fundamentals. Or anybody else who grew up like this for that matter. Hope you enjoy

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Thanks everyone for commenting

Posted 7 Years Ago


i guess a lot of us feel this way about relatives

Posted 7 Years Ago


Jackie

7 Years Ago

Im talking the human race. We dont all have s****y morals or lack of respect but those who do i giv.. read more
Beautifully expressed and a great food for thought!!

Posted 7 Years Ago



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