Useless

About me and my oldest daughter. love her to death but sometimes, i just feels...

Sometimes it seems useless. 

I can't help but feel clueless

Like when will i face the music

Time after time seems to prove it

But I continue to try. No excuses

Even though it feels like a nuisance 

Putting in my two cents

Searching for solutions

Ending up in more confusion

Are these attempts even worth it

I don't feel that i deserve it

These dead ends, can we curve it

Are we improving, hoping to reverse it

I feel it consuming. Choking and discouraged

Is it worth the time. i still see all the signs

the symptoms while i invest piece of mind

I offer wisdom but not impressed. I continue 

to try. I don't like the response. Leaves me 

depressed. I continue to Fight. 

And i can't, i won't lie

Sometimes it feels useless

At the end of the day I feel clueless. 

Like Why don't I Face the music.

searching for solutions endlessly with more confusion.

Becoming such a nuisance

Putting in my 2 cents

It seems so useless

Feeling so clueless

Makes me wanna lose it

Searching dead ends for improvement

July 9th, 2017

Jackie Gunnin

Author's Note

I struggle the utmost with my daughter. getting her to abide by the rules for the sake of her safety. And it doesn't help whatsoever that the mother is scarring, horrifying her with all the tales of death in the family.. I just simply don't know what to do. i don't want to give up, but i don't think i can get through to her without having to get through to her mother first and foremost. and that probably one of the closest things to impossible.. can't get someone to see the the wrong in there ways when it was never pointed out to them a child

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a new generation,new rules,new morals.
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