Pretend to be

About my x/ baby mama

I'm not your friend, you see. 

I will not pretend to be. 

I will not defend if it means 

to help you beneficially

You have never helped me

in fact it has always been the opposite

You're heart is deaf to me

You have always been the one causing it

You have never wept or shown sympathy

You don't care about my misery

You have always been unpredictable

but swift with your delivery

It's memorable. So unforgivable 

you are not convincing me

You are not a friend to me

You can not pretend to be

You can not come back and think 

any thing could be differently

You have nothing to offer me

You can no longer walk on me

I will not be the missing piece 

to your puzzle

This is your struggle 

I will be no part of your huddle

I will keep it subtle

I am no friend. You see

I will not pretend to be

I will not defend if it means 

to help you beneficially

You have never helped me

felt for me. No concern for me

Just let it burn for me

So there will be no return for me

No helping hand 

I will not stand

can not pretend

Cannot help someone 

who never helped them

Will not commit and descend 

back into the same old s**t. 

this is it. This is the end

I am not your friend

I will not. I will not pretend

Will not try to mend. this is the end

The end

This is your struggle

This is your fight

Not my trouble

So i won't bite

06/14/2017

C Jay James Potts

Author's Note

Appreciate all comments

Reviews

[wordman]

stab me slow,,watch me bleed,,is it my pain that you need..