Decision

As i lay here thinking

Time passes slowly as i'm blinking

What's on my mind?

The decision i have to make in a short amount of time

 

It ain't easy, but it ain't hard

It will hurt us both in the heart

But sometimes you have to do what's right

It's always about winning the fight

 

I keep asking myself if it's what i truely want

Am i over the only girl i ever loved?

I'm pretty sure i am

But all i do is compare the two in the end

 

I'm not sure when to do this

But last thing i want is another crisis

I've had enough drama in my life

I wish i could eliminate it all with a knife

 

Not trying to sound suicidal

But i want my decision to be final

I'm just hoping their won't be too much pain

So i can continue with my life without living in vain

Author's Note

What do you think?