I reach for glorious days yet to be discovered. I am all or nothing
in a world so frigidly shallow, terrified of being something less. Isolation, a
voyage into madness with every breath drawn, going off the deep end is just a
formality. Days turn into months, months turn into years, and time becomes a
painfully slow death sentence that stands still for no one, expansive
unbalanced and abstruse. Judgment narrows. Decisiveness blinded by precious
seconds lost. Who am I? And what has become of me? I reach for time as it
has clearly forsaken me.