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One day you will wake up and realize that I was wort the fight.

A storm came by and in it i saw you, i reached my hand to get you but the storm took you further and further, every time you used to come to me the storm would come and swipe you away, i didn't understand why nor that i cared that much anyways because i didn't know you and you didn't know me, you only heard of me when the storm brought you towards me.

The day has come when you actually managed to get away from the storm and you called out for me in the middle of the nights not knowing why you did it but I used to answer your calls and stay up with you till the crack of dawn, you were always afraid that the storm might come to you during the day and maybe sometimes during the late nights by a surprise, till you free'd yourself from the storm and it was easier for you to see me, I did not know you back then but with time I did and found out that you were a broken piece from what used to be a castle made out of glass, your piece was shattering each day till you found me and you were never as happy as now. Till the storm found its way to you again, and you were never strong, always letting the storm leaving you into submission, I couldn't do anything because of the storm, till you faded away and disappeared into the void of darkness.

You started calling out for me this time behind the storms back, hoping the storm would just pass you by without without knowing you were there, I always used to answer your calls from a far walking the distance to come and get you since you said that the storm is now oblivious to where you are and what're you doing now.

You were broken into pieces and and I only I used to make you feel mended again.

Days have passed, so did the nights and you were never as happy that the storm has passed, we became closer to each other as the days passed, You shared you're secrets as I shared mine, you didn't want to be seen with me by others and i didn't understand why, but i went with it anyways because i wanted you to feel fine, I was a shattered rock till the day when you came into my life then I became a whole and solid, when we both ended each others strive, we grew fond of each other but words haven't been said, and for a longest time I've been struggling with my thoughts and my feelings towards you, but didn't know what to do and neither did you.

I used to have a rock that i shared my thoughts of you with, always asking to meet you but i never yous'd to listen to his pitch, till the day came when I said "Okay what would go wrong, he is my rock and u were my.."

Ever since I made him meet you I never heard from both of you again, you said you complete me but where are you now? and he said he was rock but all I see is dirt, and whenever I ask you where are you, you always said no where but here.

Here where? I never hear from or see you since that night, Please tell me whats wrong what did i do? let me fix what I did even though I was right, I was always right to you and by you till now, so please till me whats wrong because I am in the storm now..

Lost and confused in the storm and breaking again without you and your nowhere to be found.

I found that you and my so called rock used to sneak behind my back to fondle each other, till YOU finally noticed that iv'e been neglected and you came to see whats wrong, I was breaking into more pieces, and I finally told you whats going on, told you about the way I used to see you and the feelings i had, now it was my turn to be in the storm that you used to have, I cannot believe you both did this to me when i thought we were close, he was my rock and you were my.. and now all I see are stabbers that not just stabbed me in the back, got stabbed in the heart too now I'm left in the black, the black of the darkness that I never thought of it would come back, but it came back from people that I always thought they had my back.

Since then I never spoke to you both and now i feel lost, even though i fought for you but it was with cost, the cost was losing you and until this day I feel like I'm in a frost, the frost that you left behind you and not knowing I was caught, caught by your icy winds that left me distrust.

Left alone cold and confused there's no one in sight to come pick me up again to help me with this flight, a flight that iv'e been flying alone hoping it will crash, or maybe it'll take me somewhere else, where I can finally meet you to erase my past.

Reviews

[Ardra]

The people who stab you are the ones you hold close to your heart's.....its worth to trust enemies as you know what they want out of you...but friends and lovers when they cheat it hurts the most....it's a sad story...touched my heart...Thanks for sharing :)

[Joey Nizz]

Thanks for reviewing :)
I agree with you, even when it's hard to let them back into you life its best to do so.