No expectations right now , simple world.

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No expectations right now , simple world.  

9:58 AM , at my desk  

Yes I know what you mean , but, it will sound not real and probably fake but honestly, I really don't have a frame of a woman I expect you to be , I teased you , called you sexy and more , only because I wanted at that special moment but try to believe me when I say , I don't have an Agenda for you , for us , its not that I told myself: 

I want her to listen , be , entertain , be smart , be silly , be happy , be fun , for me , with me, I was looking for her for years , I need her around me when I need , I need her to comfort , relief , make me smile , make me cry , I want her to get changed , I want her to change me , make me better , take the animal out of me , the beast , fulfill my sexual desires , change her sexuality , personality , change her , for good , for bad , forever , 

I never said I want this to lead to change in me , in her , touch the little child inside , touch the mature girl out , make her to take pills , make her to hate her parents , make her love herself , her body her soul , force her to love my body , make her love me , need me , want me , be for me , be her , be US, be together , give space , How much space you need , here comes our first fight , right? 

We have been there before , we got closer , we got hurt , we searched for the right place of comfort , we wanted to hate each other , miss , respect , humiliate , we searched for the other soul , we searched  for peace , still do ,  we need more , we need to say goodbye, we know it will hurt right?

 

So , no,  I really don't have an Agenda , much more simple right now , might got older , wiser , who know. I just use the limit time we have , to get to know you , maybe we will find minutes when our parallel worlds will meet to comfort us or maybe no. 
 

I should go back to my coffee, it got cold. 

 

Reviews

[Ardra]

Coffee can wait …
Sometimes it’s your words that touch me…
Sometimes it’s your soul that teases me…
But all in all I know I have you…
That makes my world complete…
If you could hear the music of my heart beats ,
It would whisper your name
I would be anything anywhere,
Just to be with you…
Life is what happens when we are busy planning…
loved each and every bit of it….
for the time will stand still when we will meet…

[JMaster1]

Thank you so much for reading and your beautiful comment

[Elise Anton]

7.50pm at my desk, I scroll through my newsfeed and see this! JMaster1, hat off to you. You nailed it. Called it what it was, whatever it was. I really really like this piece. There's fire and fury and a cold coffee at the end of it! Glad you shared it with us :)

[JMaster1]

I am really glad you like it , sometimes it happen , with no early alert , you get the inspirationread moreI am really glad you like it , sometimes it happen , with no early alert , you get the inspiration
Thank you for the beautiful review :)