Diary

I don't want to say this, cause I'm very grateful. Yet I genuinely think tiny unfollowed through good intentions are a major problem. So a loved one makes me coffee in the morning--sweetest action, but the loved one puts sugar in it when I'm pretty sure I've announced near daily I'm drinking it black. I do switch through months, but right now it is black. This isn''t an example of the coffee, but good intentions between dear ones require both kindness and recognition, the best seasoning is intuition and not having to be asked. Now I just need a way to translate that example to others. 11/23/2024

"I'm functioning at 4/10, but that's estimating because I think the actual number is 36%. Normal People don't perceive cognition as percents. My quirk is fucked up, I shouldn't be able to perceive such guesstimation. Good thing is I'm to sleepy to be upset of speech therapy today, earlier in the night it caused me emotional detriment.
My brains cognitive functions seem functional, just not cognitive. Kinda premeditative program." waking 2:22am 11/25/2024