How ethereal was she. Bathed in a
luminescence which softened the harsh edges of the night’s crisp air, she woke
me from my slumber with her mellifluous whisper. My mind ceased to ache the way
it so often did as she sat upon the edge of my bed and I recognised her. The
endearing creases that hugged the edges of her smile and the familiarity that
resided within her eyes allowed the silent pandemonium of my bedroom to blur
into non-existence. Her hand grasped mine with its tender touch and a sense of
tearfulness tinged by glee swelled in my chest. I had missed her so greatly and
tears consumed my vision which I avidly tried to clear for each moment without
the sight of her threatened the reality of her presence. Hours had fallen
through my grasp as I pondered the state of her existence within the utopia of
heaven. I might have envied her ephemerally almost reaching into the placidity
of her gaze to try to understand how it felt to be unsullied. Yet she had
traded divinity for the lowly corner of my bed and still she wore that
unfaltering smile allowing the agony that pulsated within my bedroom’s walls to
be soothed. Her frail hands that accompanied the unfading beauty of her visage,
held me within the blackness of that room. For a fleeting moment her place upon
the mattress seemed unbefitting and her heavenly appearance almost foreign, but
such thoughts were smothered by the recollection of a plethora of nights when
my cheeks were still painted rose by childlike joy and no matter the ageing of
time she was always there sat upon that corner of the bed. I had missed her
with such ardour and with her kiss upon my forehead I was sent away into
slumber just like when my hand used to only amount to a fraction of hers, and
this indeed was the last time.