Lost Forever

Lostness and deprivation.

It takes awhile to feel anger, as I feel the shockwaves traveling down my spine. It makes me fully unaware of my surroundings. I take this knife and lay it beneath my chest, hoping for a chance to say goodbye as I gaze into the night. The cold sharp metal slowly cuts into my tainted flesh as I press down while applying more force with every push. I can hear my bones crush as my blade penetrates through them. I feel warm liquid spilling out onto my quivering body. The taste of stale blood codes my thirsty pallet. I feel my eyes getting heavy and my world going dim as I pass away into the night.