I feel like this makes sense. What doesn't make sense about this? Okay so it isn''t literally understandable. But what I got out of it (besides a cool sounding collection of words on the screen) is that acting crazy put an end to a period of time that felt boring, though you had been attempting to act crazy for a while, you needed to step up the game... but maybe that was a bad idea....
at least that is what I got out of it. I understand this, because at this point in my life I have become so utterly predictable that nobody is startled when I lick my own left n****e in a grocery store or insist on drinking from a beer bottle held between my breasts at the bar, or you know, skipping around and blowing bubbles... none of it shocks anymore/