NIGHTMARE

There comes a time when the only escape from reality is waking up from it. From all the nightmares of life.

Maybe life is meant to be this way.
You and me, seems to be far away.
Thinking how my heart aches,
Honey, it needs nothing but an aid.

All the faded photos we had,
Gives me the feeling of being sad.
All the torn letters written on a pad,
Makes me want to end this life real bad.

Is this how you wanted us to be?
Miles and miles, the distance we'll see.
O darling, how you loved me unconditionally?
Because now I see, you're giving up already.

What about my vision of us together?
In an instant, would it be a blur?
What about the promise of forever?
Will it lead to the word, over?

If I cried a thousand tears,
Would you come back to me?
If I begged you with all my fears,
Would you say you still love me?

Questions, questions. Please do leave me.
Just like what he did, to the us that used to be happy.
All I want now is a mind that is free,
Free from the pain that almost killed me.


At this point of time, I want to wake up.
To the nightmare, that is called breakup.
If ever there is no way to do that,
Please, just please. Do ask for the help of that "someone" who loves me not.

Author's Note

Sometimes, expressing yourself through poem, is a way of letting go of the pain. xoxo