My Pain: Neverending

This is the pain I bare.

All I hear is your constant yelling,

 

all I feel is your constant hate.

 

All you do is blame,

 

and create pain.

 

I cannot forgive anymore,

 

I cannot give anymore.

 

I have given all my love,

 

Ive forgiven all youve done.

 

You dont seem to care though,

 

you dont seem to care at all.

 

Your words are a poison,

 

trying to kill me off.

 

But every word that drips from your tounge,

 

like the venom of a snake,

 

only makes me stronger.

 

The pain of your words are almost unbearable,

 

it seems to engulf me in flames,

 

forever buring me...

 

we are in the car on the way home.

 

Yelling. You've been drinking.

 

You pull the car over at an intersection.

 

You get out of the car and start walking down the busy road.

 

I get out of the car and yell after you.

 

'No! Daddy! My Daddy! No!'

 

You dont stop.

 

You dont look back.

 

Not even once.

 

Tears stream down my face.

 

Thats when I know I've lost my Daddy forever....

 

That day you tore my heart in two.

 

When you walked away, you left me foever,

 

and your never coming back...

 

Why, why have you left me...

 

why don't you love me...

 

why dont you care...

 

why...

 

~ Abandoned....

 

 

 

 

 

Reviews

[Laura Storm]

great words, terrible thing to live through