Internal Thoughts

Past midnight well into the day,
Upsetting when there's nothing to say,
Communicative standstill held at bay,
Counting down the days until May.

Patient months to build trust,
Hit with frustrations like a gust,
Emotionally you want to bust,
But like the distance you'd hit nothing but dust.

I love the girl I call my other,
The next girl after my sister & mother,
The greatest struggle is to not smother,
Scared you'll drive her away like another.

It's fine to not talk a storm,
But that can turn a communication cold from warm,
FaceTime only gives a percentage of time to form,
The same quality time I had with you when I was in your dorm.

First feeling is to ride with me,
Down to the sea,
Making my heart warm like hot tea,
However time is the fee.

I may come off strong because my care is real,
Took me a long time to find this feel,
You make me happier than a TGIF steak meal,
I guess love is my Achilles heel.

Realized it when I cuddled you in my arms,
The morning was early & I woke before the alarms,
At that moment all negative & positive features of you became lucky charms.
Sono innamorato.

I'm doing this as a form of expression,
In case my poetry makes you question,
Helps me internally freshen,
So when I'm with you it's all me in a private session.