Help Me

This is just a poem I wrote out of the blue one day. I don't feel this way at all so please don't worry.

It never stops,
The pain I feel,
Deep down inside,
I feel numb,
Help me.

I can't make it leave,
With alcohol,
Or cutting,
This pain is just unbearable,
Help me!

Make them go away,
These thoughts I have,
These feelings I feel,
This isn't right,
Help me!!

I found a way,
A way to break free,
Of all this agony,
But I'm afraid,
Help me!!!

I lay here now,
People crying,
I shot myself,
I only ask you now,
Why didn't you help me?