Not Good Enough

Inspired by recent heartache.

I tried to do
The best I could;
To give you what you need.
How off was I?
Please tell me why
You want to watch me bleed.

Though I was here
It's as I feared;
You didn't want me 'round.
And now I'm sad,
The world is glad.
I cannot find the ground.

I'm not good enough,
Not strong enough,
To be the man you want.
I'm not smart enough,
Not far enough,
And now I wish I'm gone.
Someday maybe
The world will see,
That I am not so bad.
But until then
I'm dead again.
My broken heart's been had.