Forever Alone

A poem showing my more emotional side. Wrote this after I screwed a very personal and important relationship.

Forever alone.

Just can't find my way home.

An endless life of sadness and longing,

To be more than I am,

To be more than your friend.

But sadly I will always be lonely.

 

Always making mistakes,

Just can't say the right things.

And now you’re giving me the cold shoulder.

Then I try for amends,

And hope that we can be friends.

But I can't help that it may be over.

 

Really hate being sad,

And hate making you mad.

I'm terrible at being a person.

It's not you, no, it's me.

I may never be free.

My mind will be forever a prison.

 

Thoughts of you I'm afraid,

Will always make me break.

Wish you could see yourself through my eyes.

You'd understand how I feel.

Know these feelings are real.

I would never just take you for a ride.

 

Forever alone.

Still can’t find a way home.
I wish this world would give me a reason,

For the way that I feel;

I just wish I could deal.

So my heart could know that it isn’t freezin’.