Indescribable descriptions

I can't describe it- alone, shattered
three years later; no difference.

I've never turned from cold,
just a zone; my comfort zone.

Time never healed the wounds
denial set in; a new life mold.

A world filled with millions
no one to relate, just ridicule

Though I feel alone I'm not
the pain and silent torture remain

I'm not suffering just dealing
I don't relive those nights much

When I do it's alright
I just succumb to it

Simple solution, non-existent problem
relief for all, distant memories for me.

Author's Note

I'm going to safely assume you all know what to do.