What Empty Nest Syndrome?A Story by IzelA day in the life, adjusting to changes.The quiet
is palpable. Especially of a morning, as the sun peeks in through half-opened
blinds above my head, one footcandle at a time.
They are never fully closed, those blinds, no one else peeks in. I sense
the light before I see it. My eyes
remain closed as slumber releases my senses, one by one. The fabric of the
pillowcase rests smooth and silky underneath my cheek. I snuggle further into
the pillow relishing the give, and also the comfort of being held within that
cottony bowl. A coolness grazes my naked arms; the sheet has been kicked aside during the night. The whir of the air conditioner buzzes in my ears. I shiver and pull at the sheet; it’s all I need between me and the blast of air flowing towards me. The warm sheet and the cold white noise envelop me. When the AC
stops, I listen. Some days I can hear the birds chirping, bringing in the new
day. But, most days not; the thick impact-resistant window panes muffle my
outside world. I doze in the silence. A
silence so powerful I can smell it. A silence that is both foreign and
familiar. For I dreamed of it often, this silence. The sun inevitably forces its way inside; full daylight teases my eyelids, nudging them to open. And when they do, I see the silence first. It is bright and shiny, reflecting off the mirror. It is dark and somber, ingrained within the furniture. The door is open; the hallway empty. The silence calls to me, Come, there’s no one here. I feel inherently drawn to it, but I know there are someones there, not here, but there. I grab the gadget that connects me to them and check for messages, none. Good. All is well. The silence glows. I rise to meet its radiance. It accompanies me during my morning routine, a muted sentinel guarding my every move. It then follows me into the hallway stillness; nothing else is moving, not even sound. My bare feet glide over the cool slick tiles as I pass by other open doors. Doors that lead into silent static voids lying in wait. I hurry on into the glorious brightness that bathes my kitchen, sunlight streaming in unabated through the clear French doors. The sunshine visits me often, but this silence is now my constant companion. Today, as well as yesterday. And I suppose, into tomorrow. I stop transfixed and take a deep breath, inhaling it; the aroma is intoxicating.
© 2012 IzelAuthor's Note
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Added on August 16, 2012 Last Updated on August 16, 2012 Tags: Silence, transitions, empty nest syndrome, parenting AuthorIzelFLAboutThough I tend to write creative nonfiction, I am branching out into fiction. I do write erotica and since I might post that, I decided to choose it as my genre, as I seem to get only one choice. Hope .. more..Writing
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