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I make a list of places I want to visit or revisit before I die
So far all seen to be in the past
All seem to include family
Yes, I still consider you family
You are one of the only homes I know
Maybe I'm scared of change
I've had enough change for 21 lifetimes
I crave a constant
For once I want to wake up without anything changing
Without me changing
My darling I have days I cannot remember
My mind makes up memories to feel the void
I use the word knowing I am not in anyway empty
I have so much to give you, so much to give the world
The question is do I want to?
The world will always be full of sadness
What a convenient excuse
Maybe I'm scared I'll mess it up
I've mastered the art lately
It's become second nature
Like the flowers at full bloom in spring
The first snowflake of winter
Maybe that's how I'll fall
Slowly then all at once