You see me

I don't see you
Not anymore
But I know you see me
Even though you made sure that I don't see you
Anymore
I know you see me
But I don't see you
And that's just very, very, very
Horrible
Because my heart wants to see you
Wants to feel you
Wants to know that it's still yours
You just disappeared like a ghost in the middle of the night
I wonder myself if I became paranoid
Have you even been there all this time?
Was I leaving in a delusional place where I couldn't even think right?
Now you left and left my mind, my soul and my body craving for you
When you are not there
Anymore
Then I have that strange feeling
That you are still there
And you see me
But I don't see you
Not anymore
And that's just the worst...

                                          Olivia Bant ✍🏾   

Reviews

[berenongur]

"Because my heart wants to see you
Wants to feel you
Wants to know that it's still yours"

i cant breathe, that pain made me speechless. im so sorry what you going through. hope you are better

[Olivia Bant]

I hope I will be better. Though times don't last, they say. Thank you.

[emmajoygreen]

Your words are more than sad, they ooze loneliness and the need for more - much more. So hope your life finds happy and better moments very soon. You certainly will find friendship in here, by writing poetry. Hope you do that: will come review again, Olivia.

[Olivia Bant]

I love your reviews. It's like you are seeing through me only by reading those poems of mine. Found myself lately in loneliness and sadness that the only way I found to express it, was through poetry. Thank you so much for wishes. I can't wait to live happy and better moments in my life. I really appreciate you for your kindness, Emma.

[emmajoygreen]

Olivia, I understand what loneliness means. If you want to keep in contact, please leave a message.
Okay? Once you start posting your poems, you'll find some friends. If you want my advice as to who or what, just get in touch, alright. I'm in the Uk so our times are different but as this is my second home, I'm in here quite a bit and will reply as soon as I can!!! Be happy...