B.

01/12/15 The one that got away

Because at the moment i wish nothing more 

than to be held by you like before

hoping for some far out fantasy,things found in lore

thoughts of you are planted like seeds, but you're not here to water them

never meeting those needs

to say I miss you is an understatement, 3 am and my thoughts are consumed by you

wondering about the what ifs reminiscing on all the s**t we'd do

it was just that we meshed so well

to say we'd be where we are well who could tell

many of Wednesdays,the walks, and now the time spent waiting

secretly hoping there's no one you're dating

"cause i'm secretly holding out hope

that maybe i still cross your mind and we haven't reached the end of our rope 

though we weren't together, you were my rock and i your ear

in times of need for each other we were there

secretly hoping that the universe will by some chance bring us together again

and maybe by fate smiling down you'll be mine in the end