Torment

This poem is from the perspective of a virgin who gives in to her boyfriend's demands to strip and engage in provocative activity through a webcam. It's a bit explicit so discretion is advised.

The beast holds his intense gaze

On the other side

His exposed flesh gleaming

He watches, waiting 

For his hunger to be satisfied

 My fingers tremble as my

 Voice gives a tempting reply

 Peeling off the layers

Stripping away the comfort

While I stare upon his lustful eyes

On the cursed screen

  His tongue runs over his eager lips

    And his pupils begin their sickening

      Dilation

        Those soothing cerulean eyes

          Blacken cold and demanding

                                                             He commands for more

                                                          My complete naked core

                                                       Remaining to be revealed

 I hesitate 

 He persuades

 I try to resist

 But he insists

                    My flesh runs numb 

While I expose myself

                           All of me

To the beast inside

                    The screen

His happiness fulfilled

                     My dignity destroyed

In order to feed

                          His incomplete void

Purity

Runs dry and bleak

As I’m reminded of the

W***e

 He’s made me become

His hunger continues

His demands growl

For entertainment

To watch these very hands

Caress and fondle

Its own flesh

For him to see

Tears well in my eyes

                                                                  As I satisfy

                                                        The animal my love became

                                                           Though the day brings light

                                                         To the bond we share

                                                                Deep in the night,

Only the beast remains 

Author's Note

Feedback is always appreciated~

Reviews

[Courtney]

This is a deep and serious matter.. It is well presented, and I feel in tune with the story and the plot. It is very well written, and I commend you for taking on this topic; whether it is personal or not.. And if it is personal then I am truly sorry!

[Chelle]

Thank you so much for the review. I'm very glad you enjoyed it and I appreciate you feedback. I was pretty aware of how touchy this topic can get but from personal experience, I felt the need to address it. And yes, it was a personal event that did once happen with a boyfriend I dated for a few months. It really amazed me how one person you thought you knew could change into something you never imagined would become. And that's part of what I wanted to incorporate along with the other emotions I endured. But nonetheless, I'm okay now! I broke up with him last year and I've been happily single ever since. I hope that relieves some concerns. (: Anyways, thank you!

[Courtney]

Well I'm glad to hear you're doing well! This also shows me the strength that is in you, and it shows in your writing. Well done still :)

[OBWhiteHawk]

This is amazing. I am really kind of without words to express how deeply this affected me. I think I have kind of been that jerk pushing for more more ... not thinking about how she might feel. Yikes.

[Chelle]

I'm glad you enjoyed it. I'm also glad it gave you a new perspective as well. It's always important to consider the emotions felt on the other side.