Eff Are I E N Dee Es

I have an affinity for friendship

And considering its name

Its ironic that he's friendless

Or at least has no male partnerships

Because its best for males to not be

Co-dependent

Which is why I've given up hope for there

To ever be a you and I

I know I know

I'll find a she for I

Sometime later in life

But for right now I can't

Help but think she's somewhere

Feeling less like a woman

Woven into the covers on her bed

Longing to die

I'd look for her home

But every house is painted in red

And I can't distinguish paint from bloodshed

But I'll shed light on what we should do

How about I switch me with you

So I can sleep and wake up to the

Scent of your loneliness

And you can pity me

Waking up in my stuffy room of emptiness

Please don't open the pity bank

Its filled with reasons I shouldn't be co-dependent

Thats for my own personal late night visits

When I get caught in the thought that I

Had you before I knew you existed

I still have a feeling you don't

And that thought is the most persistent

Which brings me back to my pity bank

Because I'm here writing when I

Should be looking for you to be with

But I'm fearful that my dream girl

Will too only want a friendship