I and You

I want to be in you

I want to crawl into your veins and run through them

Like desolate roads of injury

I want to take leaps of faith across the synaptic spaces in your brain

I want to have conversations with every neuron

In your mind and make them only send you

Signals of pleasure

I want to hug your genitals with a grip

So tight you can lie listless

I want to play love songs on your ear drums that

Drown out every dishonest and hurtful word

You may ever hear

I want to tie myself around your wrist

Just to know you'd watch me

From time to time

I want to take a walk

WIth your inner child

Around the outskirts of your soul

And perpetually rediscover its contour

I want to go deep sea diving in your unconscious

While I chip away at the underlying parts of your personality

I want to be the dirt that you collect under scathed fingernails

I want to worship you in your still unholy temples

That you so desperately wan't to open the doors to

With a gunshot

I want to be each hair on your head that your hand runs through

I want to suffocate in your lungs

I want to be the skin you pry open with blades

I want to be a sweat suit you wear in winter

I want to sing poems to your heart's beat

I want to drain the love from your heart with an umbilical cord

And refill it with my own blood

I want to stretch my beliefs

Until they become your new epidermis

Unil they fill in every crevice

And crack in your self-esteem

I want to be an aborted fetus granted eternal

Life inside you

I want to drown all your inner demons in

Your tear ducts

I want you to eat me

So pieces of me can be metabolized and

Spread throughout your humane infrastructure

I want to be your skull so I can know I encomapss

You while you encompass me

I want to be your sense of direction

So you'll never feel you don't know

Where to look for love

I want to sit on the window panes of your soul and admire the household

i want to be a permanent resident in you

I want to become you

So I can love myself

Reviews

[Cece]

love can hurt so bad
you want to be one
so be the one you love
to merge with that n be one

love can hurt so bad
you want never to part
so you love its yourself
seeming strange to familiar