I'm tired of people

Oh look at all the nice people.

All they want to see is a smile
All i want is a conversation worth while
Now I want Reznor's razor because i need
Something I can never have and they need
Me to pretend to be glad, so i do, oh well
In the words of Kurt, I have never felt so swell
And i have never been open this long,
I have never felt so stale
If my skin was any lighter, id be deathly pale

Scared senseless like my first day in jail
Still I smile because they leave otherwise
I'd rather be alone, but i prefer other lies
To convince myself that they should leave me the f**k alone
If it were up to me, i'd sleep in the day of my funeral
Eat a bowl of honey frosted gall
Buy a Nirvana shirt and have a shotgun wedding with death at the mall

Reviews

[Lady Lazarus.]

f*****g hell :|
this is a work of genius....
such a sad angry view of the world conveyed with complete honesty and angst.
the world is in majority a******s and its harder to find the people worth sticking with.
brilliant poem love.