'Cause You'll Not Like Me Anymore

A feeling of guilt and disgust which alleviates with time but never fades away....

Watching the misty glares of the midnight moon,
And the contagious flails of the cold breeze,
I never felt so away with myself,
Oh! I never wanted to be so gloomy......

Why does the rain drops are so clamorous?
So they just conceal my heart's blaring cries,
Oh! I've turned into an unloved wretch,
As I see red in loveliest of heavens,
And bristling of the blood in my choleric face,
I know you'll not like me anymore.

What to do?
I've been so serene for a long time,
Only to find a heart that hurts with crass!
As I set the flames to my fervours,
I'm feeling so heavy,
Unable to breathe anymore,
'Cause I know you'll not like me anymore.....

Apart from the tears and the discords,
I want you back in myself,
I want you to immerse in my heart, unfounded for ever,
But I fear it'll persist as a dream,
'Cause you'll not like me anymore......

I would've said sorry, for I've been so inhumane,
I want to sob harder with my face in your shoulders,
And you wiping off my tears,
But these are all sweet reveries,
'Cause you'll not like me anymore.....