1/19 #3

My heart aches and my head feels heavy

My mind is going 100 miles an hour

Is it worth it?

More like, "Am I worth it?"

Uncapping  the bottle and pouring a handful 

I watch as my hand shakes while I grab the glass

My breathing is steady

Placing the handful in my mouth takes no force

An ounce of hesitation is not to be found

Gulping down the water quickly to get rid of the proof 

The proof that I give up

The proof that I've failed myself

I lower myself to the ground and let out a deep breath

It'll all be over soon

Just have to wait

The ticking of the clock slowly begins to fade out 

All while I fade away 

I close my eyes tightly and soon am met with nothing but darkness

Author's Note

THIS IS BASED OFF OF THE MOVIE A GIRL LIKE HER!!!!!