Sad Horizon

This is the Second song I ever wrote. A good friend I had in High School helped me convert it from a poem to a song and made me realize that the two aren't all that different. I had always envied his songwriting abilities. Then I figured out that I ha

I've been told, I should let one in To open up to a guy and hold his heart within. They just don't know that I have before, but too much went wrong It won't happen anymore. He walked on through Took a piece of my heart, brought choas into me Then tore me apart. Havoc let loose, brought me to tears, Broke me in half and Shredded my gears.    The door is jammed shut        I can't take this again        It's emotional Torment        Love never was true        And my energy's Spent! The door is jammed shut So I push guys away, Hoping love will appear on some fateful day I know it isn't true. It won't work like that, but I also know That I'm like a hurt cat. I Claw and I Bite, I will continue to growl. If people come too near I'll flee to the prowl. The night life is fine, No attachments there A One night stand Then he's out of my hair. The door is Jammed Shut I can't take this again It's emotional torment Love never was true and my Energy's spent! Try to console me, I'll claw you to s**t! So I've segregated myself, WHAT ABOUT IT ? Do you really think That I don't feel alone? I've allowed my eyes To cloud over unknown. I've banished Emotion And though I have friends, I'll die a cold Death Lonely to the very End.