Extra-Ordinary Apology

Old poem from 2004. (Jan 8th)

I can not explain How I feel inside My emotions take me On a rolller coaster Ride Feeling Ecstatic, then sad, Reaching odd extremities Attempting to use logic, but they get the best of me. Emotions take over, and I simply follow I give in too easy, results hard to swallow Not accepting it, trying not to cry Feeling so depressed, Wishing I'd die A week later singing Happily I realize my emotions seem contradictory To pick just one is too impossible I must fess up, I'm not at all Logical Struggling against my feelings. Level-headed, I am not. A simple balance is all that's sought. It does equal out, Like ying and ylang From Pure elation to Torturous pain. They come together, Eye to eye they can't see. But alas they are my character, So please, Forgive me. I can see that you and I just don't Agree But I am the best Daughter I am able to be.