Your suffering

This one about my moms battle.

In the 21 years I've been around I've never seen you suffer so much , it kills me to see how much your suffering . I know your strong but no one should have to indoor the pain your going through. I almost lost you and honestly I still haven't fully grasped that . If i lost you idk what I would do . Right now I'm going through the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life . I have to watch one of people I love the most fighting for her life . I still don't know if your gonna make it but I'm praying you do , I honestly can't be here without you not yet ... right now your on a ventilator just me not being able to call you , talk to you or hear you voice is killing me . I just want you to come out of it and start yelling at me . I can't lose the person I'm closet too . I can't lose my mother id lose my heart . I keep praying for you , I just never thought the day would come so soon that I had to make medical decisions for you . I pray I made the right ones and I pray you come out of this . I don't know who to call if I can't call you . I just don't even wanna think of a life without you . I don't care how hard the journey is to you getting better I just know I'll be by your side through everything . I don't care what struggles I have to overcome or what things I may face as long as your here and ok I will do anything in my power to make sure your taken care of and are happy. I just want this all to be over with I miss you so much I know your still here but watching you how you are right now is the worst thing in the world . Your so strong mom please keep fighting I need you . I'm not ready to say goodbye . I pray for God to heal you ..I'm not going anywhere I'm fighting right along side with you . I love you with all my heart nothing will every change that . Your always my #1.

© 2018 Iremainsilent95

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Coyote Poetry

Powerful words for your mother. We have one mother and I felt the love and the concern in the words. I hope your mother is okay. Thank you for sharing your words and your thoughts.
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