My life?

I have put my life on hold.
I have tried to pause it so I can see why I'm so confused.
Now I feel like I have fallen down a hole with no return.
Life goes on without me.
I feel alone.
I can feel the presence of people who have come to help.
But why haven't they thrown a rope down to help me out?
I'm afraid down here...
My brain says I'm not alone but my heart disagrees
It says I am alone and will forever be that way.
I am afraid down here and I can feel that they are afraid up there.
So I have put my life on hold so I can try to un"fuse" myself.

Author's Note

Un"fuse" is unconfuse just to let everyone know.

Reviews

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"I am afraid down here and I can feel that they are afraid up there.
So I have put my life on hold so I can try to un"fuse" myself."
...i really love the use of the phrase "un-fuse"-
we all feel this way sometimes...
this is a great piece of poetry:)