Your Love Is There

I love you, Oh how I always find

I still do

But your not the best sip of poison preferred

The wine I am tasting,savoring, clinging to

May never compare

Yet I find it is better than grasping at a liars lies

Trying to find substance in a sinners sins

Oh I may not be perfect

But I will lay my life on the line 

Before I let you make anymore tears spill from these sickening eyes of mine

Your memories are much better than being by your side

So I hold him while longing to see you again

Waking up regretting even thinking of you

But your love is there

And I will leave it alone 

Because I know running to you will only leave me to wake up alone

While you chase every thing going around

And I drown 

So long now...Ill see you as I am passing by

Trying to let it lye where it may

Cannot survive in your fast lane of f*****g me over